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15.08.24
okay so me my mom and her friend were heading to a convention. and uh, celebrity around and in our fucking car. Mads mikkelsen was there my moms like 'aint you gonna take a pic with Hannibal ?' she doesnt even know him. i was accidentally left at home though :(
13.08.24
I was high and i went out to wash my hands in the bathroom and it was so so very difficult i was very sluggish, and i was also hungry...
05.08.24
A liked artist of mine was selling stuff at my school. Like con tabling there but it wasn't a con, but a high school yeah ? And after that i had P.E. classbut i forgot my change of clothes. i felt so bad :(, but like, of course i would forget, i haven't been to school for atleast a year.
04.08.24
I was in croatia again and we were hanging out with my friends. We were like, sitting on a bench in front of some p expensive stores and this, hungarian woman noticed i turned my head to her speaking hun. And she came up to me with this expensive bag, she said "oooh for you its only a €1000" im like. Lady i aint got any money im staying at a friends place. And she stormed off angrily 😭 was kinda funny.
03.08.24
I 'woke' up in my desk chair, holding my pillow. My body felt heavy and light at the same time. "I should go to bed" i thought to myself. Every movement of mine was difficult. It felt like i way taking minutes. I slowly forced myself to stand up from my chair, threw my pillow on the bed. This was all so difficult. I felt like i was in water. I headed to the bathroom with my empty glass, i suppose i was thirsty. I just, stood there in front of the sink, with my now filled glass... trying my best to drink with my groggy body, i kept clinking my teeth into the glass... it hurt really bad. My mother came up to the bathroom and tried asking me a question. Everything was so messy and blurry. I could not hear her, and i couldn't even make a sound, no matter how hard i tried. This was all very scary to me :c...
26.07.24
Nightmare where i tortured cats... I used them as catfigh bait :(!
20.07.24
So what i remember is i watched a friends graduation film. It was about this barbie doll who enjoys sewing and starts sewing clothes for itself. And there were live action sequences of celebrities complementing her. But the clothes weren't even good in canon. But it was still a cute short film i'd say. Also funny how some of my online friends became my high school classmates like <:] yeah i'd like that i think !
19.07.24
i was in Eger... in a wine cellar filled with white foam and grapes...
I was with a tourist (possibly from abroad but knew hungarian), had two phones, one was their mothers prolly,,, Worst part, my drawing tablet got messed up and broken and i was crying about that
and there was these,,, big deceased tarantulas on the news
16.07.24
I was making rhythm thief charms and they were so cute ! But i also knew that very few people would buy them. so it was mainly for myself.
Then later i was in this, camping place with my old schoolmates, both from highschool and primaryschool. Me and like two other people looked around the property, and went through this big empty hangar.. ?? I think the guy who was with me had an obv crush on me but like, i tried to not mind it.
15.07.24
School cafeteria,,, the lunch ??? fish... with chicken bones T~T...
13.07.24
12.07.24
i sneaked out of home to briefly attend a furry convention in a hidden little city. I was like there for like an hour though BC im poor and couldn't afford the ticket. I really dk why i snuck out, since im 21 and i can go anywhere i want, and im polite enough to tell my mom IF i go anywhere. When it was time for me to go it was REALLY HARD to find the train station back (arrival and departure were two diff places). I just kept going in the little village, entering the only building that was in my way. Which was surprisingly like a kindergarten ?? At the end of that there was this room with a help desk, i came up to it and asked about the train station, they said it will depart in a few minutes. i was soooo worried, then the whole room started to move and guess what, i was already on the train TmT.... ughhgufh.
03.07.24
I was invited to an open day event with my friend at a university. It was shitty to see old classmates be successful there tbh :(.(i cant financially and mentally afford to go to uni).And we were meant to go by bus with the animation team but they forgot us there. We had to look at the graphic designer teams work. Then a teacher came up to us and invited my friend to a room, then me. They used my brothers name for me ??? When i got into the room she started asking me about my family and stuff. My relatives, our financial status. I felt so bad but i couldn't lie for some reason. It comes so easily usually. The last question got very personal but i cant recall what it was. A student came in the room and then i woke up.
02.07.24
Had trouble sleeping :( ! Felt like i was 14 again, slept at ~30min intervals. In my dream i remember someone made artwork of my oc Tala in like, a weird beast-ish form. It looked kinda cool and i actually tried to draw it at 2am.
01.07.24
I was in a dormitory and my new roommate was Akechi Goro. And i tried to befriend him. It was like we kinda knew each other already. And i invited him on my bed, where we just sat/laid next to each other while i explained to him the ins and outs of living in the dorm. And it was pretty chill i'd say. He was obviously putting on a fake super polite persona but i didn't mind. He fake laughed at some of my jokes/funny stories. I think he thought i was annoying.